tahun baru

pergantian tahun selalu menyisakan cerita. cerita masa lalu, kasat mata. di lain belahan emosi lainnya, ada optimis masa depan, bentuknya, entahlah..

Bunyi suara terompet terendam oleh dentuman kembang api yang menyisakan semburat warna ceria di langit biru. Keceriaan apa di sana? Entahlah.. ada kehampaan, namun cakrawala tetap menunggu. Pada langit biru terang sejak hujan deras sebelumnya. Hamparan warna berkilat-kilat memercik. tetap ada harapan di sana. Redam isak kesedihan yang terkaget-kaget disertai goresan ledakan yang semarak.

Tahun baru, suasana baru. Nuansa baru. cerita baru. lembaran baru berganti layaknya malam yang mengganti siang.


+malam 2015+

Lesson of Time

only 24 hours a day. just seven days a week. You may be powerful today but remember, time is more powerful than you! It is equivalent to Newton's law of "every action must have a reaction". When we think, speak or act we initiate a force that will react accordingly. This returning force maybe modified, changed and suspended, but is wholly for sake of education or learning. A person may not escape the consequences of his actions, but he will suffer only if he himself has made the conditions ripe for his suffering. Ignorace of the law is no excuse wheter the lawa are man-made or universal.

shadaqah

Everything has charity. Charity as a treasure of course we already know it. Everything there's "a charity". As a Moslem we know it as shadaqah. Why? because we do not received everything a hundred percent. There are always other people's contribution make it happened. Two point five percent? or more - perhaps, I  also do not know exactly.

Shadaqah for our bones was Dhuha prayer. Shadaqah for the mind was silence and contemplation. Shadaqah of house is having the living room - to received the guest. Shadaqah face was smiling-face and look friendly. Shadaqah for room was to pray the Quran or take it in a speak kindly.

Shadaqah for the stomach is fasting. If we never give the right thing for our belly (for example) doing exercise on regulary not only "sometimes" if I "remember" - or eat to much, one day he would be in trouble. Not because the tummy was angry but the simply answer because we make it work without stopping - it is contrary of nature. It must be broken.

Shadaqah of vehicle? giving a ride. If you a "rocket science" - you have to help people become smarter, every moment. Shadaqah is a power of helping people. Technically it's  up to you.

"Everyone you meet is fighting a battle you know nothing about. Be Kind. Always"

The king will be punished several moment in the future, If the Law being a controversial. However, we are the kings in our own. We will be held connection-responsible of ourselves and what we have : our bodies, our feeling, our speech, mind, path of heart, own power and "others".

Shadaqah for what? for example, not as a simple for helping a poor man.  It just a social obligation of empathy of "the suffering" people who could not afford. No! Shadaqah was to connect us with God. In this case not just a reward, there are more important than that.

So What? Make our charity as "the dowry" agreement us with God if you want describe it. Or whatever it's name was. The point was, when we shadaqah money - (remember) - it was an abilities "the power of sharing".

"Oh God, I loved to help this people because I also really like it".
Or maybe one day - "Pleased help me in the difficult days in the world and "the next".
Or "Oh God! I make it easy in my difficult days as I help people to faced they difficulties".
Sort of, that's an example of how to keep "our charity" connected with Allah.

There is a hope in God who carried in action. There is memories at that time through by action. Then forget. Forget it and just go. Go on live the life. We can not offended if people who had do exactly with the same thing as we did in the past. It could be difference. If it did on you, it means you are a picky from sincerely.

To whom you used to give shadaqah? To anyone who really need. Whatever religion, social status - agnostic or devout, No PROBLEM. Just help. Do we want God chose selected to help us and we are godly read the Quran? Of course we want to be help by Him in all circumstances even when we all on our weaknesses. Good luck everyone! It was a wisdom of shadaqah.

meet up

your soulmate is not that comes into your life peacefully.

It is who comes to make your question things, who changes your reality. Somebody that marks a before and after in your life. It is not the human being everyone had idealized, but an ordinary person, who manages to revolution your world in a second.

+ neurolove +




After a while, you'll learn..


that home isn't place,
but a feeling.
that time isn't measure by hours, days or even year,
but moment.
And that heartbeats aren't felt;
but shared


That is the way to learn the most. when you are doing with something with such enjoyment that you don't notice that the time passes. It's 'amazing home' some people came into your life - sometimes very briefly, yet living traces in your heart that you'll never forget.

optimis

papan ketik yang setia. Dia yang membuatku berharap, kini memberi harapan. Jelas sudah pesan merpati putih dalam mimpiku. Semuanya berproses seperti angin yang menjadikan titik air di lautan "naik" menjadi awan - sama seperti akhirnya awan menurunkan segerombol titik air kembali ke bumi. Hujan lebat yang hampir berjatuhan setiap hari seperti tetesan rindu yang kurasakan. titik-titiknya berdesakan.

Hari berlibur layaknya sebuah suasana yang tercipta tanpa harus terjadwal harus pergi pagi. Keadaannya, jadwalku bisa sangat santai tanpa aturan. sebuah artikel menghiasi layar kaca yang biasanya kutatap berjam-jam. menatapnya seperti kesukaanku - suasana sunyi penuh harap tentang bahasa. bahasa tentang "klasifikasi dan jenis" yang kurasa tanpa harus diklarifikasi menuduh. cukup dengan menghabiskan berapapun waktu yang kubutuhkan untuk menyapa banyak hal yang terlewat. Juga beberapa detail yang tidak kusadari bahwa deretan kata dan paragrafnya membuatku sadar. hanya cerminan diriku untuknya. dan dia berbahagia untuk melanjutkan hidupnya. aku menikmatinya seperti perjalanan jarum jam berganti tempat. langkahnya bergeser mencari posisi yang pas. Pas untuk mencerna apapun yang ditanya apa.

Bentukan kata-kata rumit namun sederhana bagi hatiku. Aku menemukannya. Kehangatnya selama ini membuatku yakin. Dia menciptakan suasana  sejuk dalam percakapan-percakapan kami. Aku paham kenapa aku bertahan hanya untuknya. Di dunia kasat mata, aku terpana pada alasan kenapa kita bertemu. Kita bertemu pada waktu yang direncanakan-Nya. Tanpa penolakan enggan. Semuanya berjalan mengalir seperti air hujan yang turun bersama segerombolannya. Bersama hal-hal yang menyejukan - menghiasi kehampaan rongga bumi yang rindu pada musim penghujan. Hujan menciptakan nuansa pada cakrawala. Pemandangannya menimbulkan warna-warna, juga ketegasan. Pada artikel yang kubaca. Persis seperti pesan halusinasi mimpi. kau tau. delusi bukan dalam suratan kita. Imaginya berbeda.